What is Water ?

A humble , honest look at the actual day-to-day,

moment to moment experience

of one person.

Sound familiar ?

A big part of the spiritual journey, told in less than 10 minutes.

This video comes from here: https://vimeo.com/68855377


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The One Process

The One Process Worksop



This extraordinary One Process Workshop helped deepen current experience here, clarifying some questions about post-awakening life through powerful direct inquiry and focused contemplation.

Ken Kelly and Brigitte Hansoul lead the practices through a highly participatory and example-based style whose gentleness belies its power and efficacy.

An amazing experience with continuing unfolding practical benefits.

Ken Kelly

Brigitte Hansoul

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Forgive Everyone, Everything, Forever

[ Cross-posted from Vanishing Narrative. Enjoy ! ]


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Top 12 Ways Losing Weight Resembles Spiritual Practice

12) Learn new vocabulary, such as ” Dharmakaya ” and ” pummelo ” .

11) Counter intuitive.

10) Full of surprises !

9) Hard to believe what you just nearly did.

8) Just one more thing your spouse shakes her head about.

7) Sometimes you’re totally high, sometimes it’s a slog.

6) Takes ” discipline“. ( really just awareness )

5) Both may call for fasting.

4) Transformative.

3) Motivation colors the outcome. ( A lot ! )

2) Delayed gratification is the name of the game.

1) You’re glad you did it.

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While the format above was [ vaguely ] inspired by Dave Letterman’s ” Top Ten Lists “, the content is entirely original.

Photo comes from here: http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/5/5a/Dave_Letterman.jpg

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Waking Up out of a Tradition

Buddham sarinam gacchami.
Dammam sarinam gacchami.
Sangham sarinam gacchami.

I go for refuge to Buddha , Dharma and Sangha.

Through the virtues I collect
from giving and other perfections,
may I become a Buddha for the benefit of all.

How many years have I recited this formula of aspiration
waiting for wisdom, waiting for unequivocal truth ?

After taking refuge in the Truth of B-D-S,
time and again,
I landed in the no-place
of no-I, no-Buddha, and no-time.

This raft got nobody to the far shore;
more or less extinguished and utterly astonished.


More than three years after the upheaval, the journey continues.

Sans identity.

The Buddha’s 2500 year old word’s provided such a sure guide along the way.
Now, this life lives
in this moment,
as Presence,
in Flow,
circumscribed by no-thing.

(except when it doesn’t)

This fragment cannot express how it loved the path the Buddha
( and those many who dutifully, lovingly followed after ) laid down;
a path paved by empty bricks.

Perhaps, no matter how reliable a path one has followed,
the written path ends , whilst the journey continues.

In this case, it certainly has.

Am adept at following signs.

Signs ran out.

Perhaps this mirrors what Krishnamurti referenced
as he timelessly stated
” Truth is a pathless land. ”  (1)

This condition, highly wished for, meditated for and sought,
finally manifested after many years of practice.

What happened stretched  beyond what mind had ever imagined.

No words delineate it.

No guideposts left,





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Raft photo from here: https://theconsciousprocess.files.wordpress.com/2014/04/raft.jpg

Space photo from here : <img src=”http://www.imaginator.me/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/Vast-Expanses-Of-Thought-Mandala.jpg” width=”800″ height=”600″ class=”alignnone” />

Quote from J. Krishnamurti here: http://www.jiddu-krishnamurti.net/en/1929-truth-is-a-pathless-land

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Solstice Fire


my brother belted out

  his four-year old son’s

favorite song

with great gusto

 enthusiasm for PUFF

ranged around the fire

crackling from Immanuel’s fire pit

keeping time on the djembe

moon not yet risen

fajitas not half-eaten

merlot not half finished

keeping time on the djembe

flames gently licking split dry logs

clear evening air

not bothering to stir

dry chill, banished close to the hearth

shakers, castenets, recorder, drums

keeping time on the djembe

“Was there fruitcake before solstice ?”

“Try one of these !”

“The tortoise dug a new den this year.”

“How’s  retirement going ?”

keeping time on the djembe

 snippets of conversation

 comprising life together

– community –

what I hiked so far away from

high up in the mountains

 here lies the social

talking, tears , laughter, percussion

and fruitcake


do they know

the love they are held with ?

do they sense

the love that they are ?

the song is almost over

roll to big finish

perfect flames snapping at dry logs

solstice fire of split dry wood

radiates the warmth of the personal

a deeply human glow

within the cool sea of awareness

“Why, yes, I like Sponge-Bob !”

“Arianna’s baby is due in April. “

“Have you heard from Zion and Isabella ?”

Slipping the djembe into its carrier.

“Please take something home.”

“Already done, love.”

Already done.


Fire photo courtesy of : http://www.publicdomainpictures.net/download-picture.php?adresar=20000&soubor=camp-fire-73141289452103Ada.jpg

Djembe drum courtesy of : http://www.publicdomainpictures.net/download-picture.php?adresar=10000&soubor=1269-12421857686DQc.jpg

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Hafiz !

Hafiz !

Can it really be

as simple

as that ?

Just love


in every direction



do you ever

get a break


God ?


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Pic thanks to : http://allspirit.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2014/03/hafiz.jpg

Something about Hafiz: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hafez

The actual edition of the book of Hafiz’ poems : http://www.amazon.com/The-Gift-Hafiz/dp/0140195815

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3:00 AM

3:00 AM

wide awake

thrashed by torment


head explodes






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Photo thanks to : http://sleepjunkies.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/exploding_head-200×200.jpg

For an excellent current post on forgiveness: http://philosophadam.wordpress.com/2014/12/15/forgive-and-be-free-the-liberating-power-of-forgiveness/

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Ascend in Silence

Ascend in silence

Ascend in silence
rest in spacious
sky-like awareness
horizon to horizon
no time…no lack…no effort.

Descend into silence
greet the menagerie
untamed beasties
roaming the wilds
of an unowned mind.

Stand as silence
like the ubiquitous junipers
impassive stone Buddhas
witnessing back-swimmers
in the reflecting pool.

Gaze within silence
dusk softly deepens
hazy moon rises
in a murky grey sky.

Listen to silence
all day drizzle
pit-patter down
on high desert heights.

Immersed in silence
boots softly scuff rock
cattle low forlornly
two crows caw
from temple steps.

Return with silence
to a world of abrupt noise
arising and falling
within vast quiet.

Silence remains.

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Photo thanks to : http://www.publicdomainpictures.net/pictures/40000/nahled/full-moon-1366924091muB.jpg

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Five Mule Deer

Five mule deer

Five mule deer
poised and alert
all but hidden behind the blind
heads floating above
a smoke grey frenzy of brush.

Shining black pairs of eyes
intently gazing toward the road
something moving, drawing closer.

Tall charcoal sets of ears
pricked all the way up
acoustics finely tuned
to foreign footfalls crunch.

Small grey deer
utterly present
ready to bolt.

What does flow look like ?
Five deer
tracking the human
without a sound.

Mule Deer

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